amieland

i wish to fly and neverland
i wish to fly
and neverland
and neverland
neverland anywhere
but here

Yes, she has a shadow pic,

BUT

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DOES SHE HAVE AN

A N G E LA LA LA LAAAAH?

i think not!

:)miss.you(:

So, here's what an insideout is

so, here’s what

i’m sitting here trying to get sleepy because i am out of tylenol pm and my arthritis feels like acid and i can visualize me all black and disappeared and my body one of those red and orange neon shaped line drawings of my wickedly pulsating with mind-searing pain back – bah bomp bah bomp bah bomp – you know? doan’s. isn’t it?

bah bomp – bah bomp – bah bomp

each

bomp – bah bomp bomp

...thUMP

of your heart falls into step with the kathUNKthunk throbbing painful cartoon back so you’ll buy their pain pills before you go home and try to

kaTHOMPTHOMP

breathe.

Your dad told you it wasn't what you thought

because the hook brings you back
don’t gotta say shit, just say it with
inflection
yes?
so...
what would that piece of fluff
bee in the ear
of the king
see, friend, see, tejas, see amie,
my theory of of is that of is some
pretty heavy shit
but that don’t
matter
tall
when its said in a way that makes it
eventually remembered and re –
heard
everywhere
alloveryou

bees!

Bees! ... Mom, quick, Tony’s covered in bees!

Shit, Devor,’ putchyer damn shirt back on, crazy ol’ woman!

Gonna make him spend that ol’ Johnson girl’s fortune on THERAPY! Damnfool memories like that – seein’s mama running damnfoolnakedjaybird CRAZY – screamin’ like a banshee – slapping ‘er sonna roun’ LIKE AN ANIMAL!

and, you know what amie says about illusion:

no matter what you think it is,

it isn’t.

what lovely energy

...

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i like to say that sometimes

it makes me pause

i like to pause - don't chew


Start off slow
Don’t bite
Don’t chew
Just let it be
&
You
Be
You
Next to it

Don’t try to eat it or it will eat you

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what is it exactly about?

about?

friend, there is no about to which you must tie your mind

about?

freedom has NO bounds - freedom is not ABOUT - freedom does NOT wrap

itself about anything but You!

It is about nothing.

Ah ... Serenity.

or, you know,

it doesn't even matter.

you know, it doesn't even matter that you just asked that,

because,

who else would say,

"You have a different take on sin... Like it's your ally ..."

i,

on the other hand,

am

not inclined to consider such things.

i

am

more inclined to say, ooh! look! it's a blank cd!

It makes me

i knew it would be you.

i like when you write :)

mine is dark purple right now open sky starry night beautiful :)

what if eve was given the pleasure of choosing between the two trees? what if she chose which sin to commit?

how come you have to bee so purty?

shut up.

i like it when you're angry. it makes me ...

want to spin and whirl

what color is the sky in your world?

mine? almost looks like day. can't even find the moon.

its a full moon tonight isn't it?

you just made my lights blink.

and laugh -

it's patio time
my outside dance is hummin
tellin me ta
come outside and
dance

and laugh

and that's quite enough.

Right now, I give you one reason to love absolutely Ms. Tammy Vitale:

thought for the day: This year I've decided I'm going to write - no matter what form resistance takes. I may have to walk past a screaming baboon, crusted barbed wire, or stay in a room with a foul odor. I may have to look in the mirror and confront cellulite and age and the breaking of past promises. But it's all okay. Because I'm on the road to freedom. There is only one road through this. I'll be gentle with myself, but I'll hold to my desires with both fists, all my breath, and the golden stallions of my yet untapped strength. I've fooled myself for far too long, saying it's easier not to make the commitment. Now I know I'll never live my full dreams without this commitment. Besides, resistance is the clear sign that I'm getting to near the gold mine or stash of real change. I must be afraid of something very big and explosively good. Ooh la la.

There it is.

One reason.

And that's quite enough.

http://www.tammyvitale.com/
from her 01-18-08 blog

thank you!

thank you moon for the beautiful sweat
the sun for weeks aint brought it
like mister grant said
no sweat
said a mouthful, mister grant,
no sweat,
for real.

no sweat.

Oh, Eight - Thanks for Me

Oh, Eight, Oh, Eight, Oh, Eight

Oh, wait! Oh, wait for me!

I gotta stop here for one tiny bit to thank a big part of me for staying intact through all of his storms and all of His storms.

Thank you, RJ.

Oh, kay. I'm through now.

Let's run!

Wee!

Oh, Eight! Oh, Eight! Oh, Eight!


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yellin at a flower don't make it bloom - needs sunlight and water and elbow room - even a rose, gotta pay some dues (thank you for introducing me to old father hubbard)

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to everything there is a season (thank you for teaching me to crave balance over all other cravings)

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push - pull - rest (thank you for teaching me the secret to growth is the repeated pattern of push-pull-rest)

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thank you for allowing me the pure pleasure of being raised by a wildly sensitive, thoughtfully spontaneous, hippie

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thank you for teaching me the value of my own mind - and thank you more for always valuing my mind

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thank you for teaching me that wisdom means withholding all you wish to say, even if it is truth

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thank you for calling me on sundays and giving me word puzzles to solve
(because, as you know, "my mind's a shaking, gnawing fiend ...")

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thank you for endowing me with your wild compassion and always restrained lest it become all-consuming passion

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thank you for teaching always by example

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thank you for teaching me to chastise in private and praise in public

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thank you for naming me for a song

peace. love. amie.