"do not try to be the nothing that moves me," she said and he did not understand
and he formed his lips to make the words to ask why and what and how she means, but she was gone
in a poof
in a puff
in a whirl
like always
she was gone and his mouth was stuck with the unsaid words and his groin was stuck with unspent seed
and he spat
again and again
to spit her out, he thought, whilst questioning his own sanity, whilst questioning himself, whilst wondering if she was ever there at all
like always
and he spat
again and again
and she was out, he said when he was through
8 comments:
your poetry is childish and shitty
Thank you for your input, Ray Johnson of Austin, TX, for frequenting my blog so often. Thank you for sharing your constant thoughts. Namaste.
Thank you for your input, Ray Johnson of Austin, TX, for frequenting my blog so often. Thank you for sharing your constant thoughts. Namaste.
my first test of fretless guitar triggering dual midi type synth patches (2 instances of nyasa at once)
may be downloaded here:
http://www.sendspace.com/file/jxp8u8
I was quite pleased with this, it was a gamble this would create the sound I had in mind (less robot than one instance of nyasa), and it more or less did! Months of work, piles of new equipment, old amps hauled in for repair, and it was worth it. This track could use some improvement guitar technique wise, but I will get there with practice on this exceedingly complex new sound. mostly i need to play slowly, which is hard. pictures attached of Amplifier Insanity Mountain.
on this track it is just one custom fretless telecaster with pelog open tuning and two laptops making all this sound. the patches are cello and high human voice. I have hundreds of patches, easy to make new ones with nyasa from any old .wav file...the vocals are synth only.
next up I will attempt to manually edit the synth settings, detuning to try to get that elusive 28 tone microtonal scale I have been after for years now...
http://soundcloud.com/ray-johnson-10
ray, your voice is crucial. may you find the fire of your passion eternally lit. may your muse shine endlessly on your mind divine. bless you now for blessing me <3
"may you find the fire of your passion eternally lit. may your muse shine endlessly on your mind divine. bless you now for blessing me <3"
I am not stupid and vacant and crude like the men you sleep with. I am more than aware of the venom and mockery dripping from those words of yours.
as always, Ray, thank you for your comments, but this time, more than the normal thanks is due. i want to take the time to extend my especial thanks for publicly acknowledging that i have never slept with you. some found it hard to believe my word when i claimed we were not lovers, for why else (they thought) would this man be so obsessed with bullying you. again, thank you for proving my honesty in this situation. perhaps you can spend at least as much energy on the other Amy Johnson in your life, your dear wife - i'm sure she'd be more than happy to have your attention instead of you wasting it on little ol' me. love and light, ray. be well.
you were offered carrot or stick, and you CHOSE ... stick.
I merely hold a mirror up to the Darkness you own and refuse to recognize.
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