30 December 2013

quick sketch of the sad girl at the market

was it always a mirage
in my fool's head
or were you happy ... in the beginning?

i'm a masochistic fiend
addicted to my own blood
convinced i want the real thing

... on this everlasting quest ...

eager to risk it all
for the magic
chasing that eternal first taste

and i lie
to myself
"i'm not a fool to believe..."

... i think ... i say ...

but i question
these exquisite cages
these elaborate bonds

and i find myself here
again and again
the unlovable one

... tell me ...

it was real
if only for a moment
don't quench my thirst

to try, to chase
that first taste
that virgin's blood

... of love ...

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